Guilty as charged

 When i was in highschool, all of my stuffs were Pink, literally. I am the girliest of them all, pink bag, pink headband, pink id holder, pink feather ballpen. You can only imagine. I am annoyingly PINK. Growing up, i learned to appreciated different colors, through baby steps, i started loving BABY blue, Skyblue, still girly right? And lavender. 

When i started college, i still have the pink aura in me, but not that annoying anymore. Of course people grow up, and my color selections have grown up too. Who would have thought 1/4 of my sleeveless tops, black would dominate, another 1/4 goes for the nude and cream?

 For the people in highschool who would see this look wont probably recognized me, i look like a rocker chic or some bad ass. But i think the day i wore this, I am. Wore this outfit when i got back from my Manila trip to unwind, and its either an outfit will make you (on what mood you are in) or break you (in terms of the opposite mood youre in) but on this day, i became one with it.

 While changing, i really opted for black, because i am still mourning. I am guilty of things that i shouldnt have done or said.

 I cant even force to wear a smile.

 So i grabbed on my sunnies, cover my bulgy eyes, took some shorts i wasnt able to wear yet, and took advantage of wearing my new bandeau, and slip on  my comfiest footwear.

Top-Old

Bandeau-F21

US Shorts-My Fashion Craze

Colorblock Shoes-Bamboo via Urbanog

Fringed Earrings-Downtown Finds

Sunnies-Demi's

Studded Bag-Metro

Tell me what you think?

XO

Aint a little bit Stronger

For all my INstagram followers, you would really get the gist on what is currently happening to me right now. For the benefit of those who dont, I currently lost a dear loved one who has completed my identity since the last two years of my life. My father. I have known him just two years ago, because im a baby out of wedlock. I know this things are a little private but i still chose to share because i have nothing to be ashamed of.

Upon knowing my father, i never got that chance to see him, until last monday, we finally meet, at the funeral parlor where he is laying. Its a very tragic story and i just could not write anything.

I am still starting to function. But i still space out. Saying it out loud still hurts. Hurts even more. When i came back to Cebu, i could not contain the sadness i am feeling. So i went to Bubble Bee to relax and unwind, because i had the toughest 2 days of my life.

 Bubble Bee Tea House has tje comfiest seats ever. They serve milk teas and other stuffs like finger foods and also slushed drinks.

 To kill time, we played scrabble, as it is one of our past times.

 Thats Taro milk tea and chocolate slush

 Coziest place yes?

Photos can really capture ones face. But the eyes never lies.

Its complicated and too revealing if i share all the details with you guys, but from this tragic story of mine. I can only say a few words. And i hope that you would listen to me.

Always forgive.

Out of anger we tend to say things we wish we did not, always take it back.

Never plant a grudge on any one.

Because one day in your life, these things will haunt you. If you let yourself and your anger, your pride get in the way. DO IT NOW. Before its too late.

Till then.

Live Free!

 I know its a little too late for this outfit, but this is actually inspired by our own Philippine Flag, since we just recently celebrated our Independence Day last Tuesday, but anyway this post is a little sensitive. You might be wondering where these photos are taken, because for me i find it oddly beautiful, haha and it doesnt even look like a regular room. This is a hospital room, as of the moment my sister is currently confined, because of having on and off fever, but there arent clear results yet of what the viral infection is. But dont get me wrong she did not took these photos, my Mom did. Haha so pwede na? I really like this first photo because its against the light and turning it Black and White makes it dramatic. 

Last week, my brother was confined for some serious medical check-ups, and i have been visiting him, and me and my sister always wonder what it would look like to take outfit shots against these windows, little did we know, we are in the same building again haha and we really did this, my mom was so game, that she locked the doors incase some nurse or doctors would barge in. So here are the rest of the photos.

 Red/Yellow Top-GG5

Blue bow shorts-GG5

 Pastel thin bangles- Downtown Finds

 As usual these clothes were laid in my closet waiting to be used, theyre part of my summer buys soo, im making use. And in a perfect timing ;) My mom surprisingly had good shots, maybe all those stage mothering really paid off haha i miss those though, me and my mom and pageants, shows. :)

 If you happen to notice the blinds are cuter because my sister is 14 y.o and she still belongs to the PEDIA area, i did not know that until now, I was lost when i got there, when the nurses asked me if im visiting a kid, of course i said no. Lol

 I'm def lovin my new HW bow shorts in royal blue/green combo :)

Lastly, my favorite shot of all. If you happen to notice recently i am inlove with this shoes <3

Leopard Loafers from So! Fab

I actually got this on sale for 499! But anyway, So! Fab has poor quality when it comes to shoes, so i had this stitched inside and outside because i'm just inlove with these :)

Moving on,  speaking of Indepence and Patriotism, I will also celebrate 4th of July because today i just got my Made To Order US flag shorts from My Fashion Craze, I swear they are the best in town. Their studded/dyed shorts are just perfect and very affordable, and the quality of the jeans they have? Purrrfection. So here's a glimpse of my shorts!

Dont you just love it??

You can also browse your own styles of what you want online and can pm My Fashion Craze if they can do what you want just like i did when i first ordered. <3