Flightless Bird

This dress is one of the things i wiped from my closet, its more like a DIY. Its actually a long maxi dress, i cut at the bottom and made slits, apparently, i figured that as much as i want this dress i can never really make us of it that much. There are pieces that are only good for pictures haha but i want my clothes to be both. I dont want a pile of clothes unused. But anyway this was SOLD already just today. I really did not expected that this would sell first than my other clothes. I havent really worn them, but since this dress was an experiment. I sold it for 80 pesos. Steal.

On the other hand, i still cant contain myself with all the things that has happened around me.

The thought of my dad gone wont still stick to my head. And most of all i badly want to spend time with my long lost siblings so i could feel my papa. As you can see two of those photos i am holding on to my shoulders, its because i have a really big bad wound, the one i got from the accident, two weeks ago.
Its a series of UNFORTUNATE events. 

To everyone out there who's been complaining about your parents, i tell you to stop. Because you are even lucky you have them with you always.

Love them. You only live once. Make it right. I say this from the heart, please hear me from the heart.

XO

Aint a little bit Stronger

For all my INstagram followers, you would really get the gist on what is currently happening to me right now. For the benefit of those who dont, I currently lost a dear loved one who has completed my identity since the last two years of my life. My father. I have known him just two years ago, because im a baby out of wedlock. I know this things are a little private but i still chose to share because i have nothing to be ashamed of.

Upon knowing my father, i never got that chance to see him, until last monday, we finally meet, at the funeral parlor where he is laying. Its a very tragic story and i just could not write anything.

I am still starting to function. But i still space out. Saying it out loud still hurts. Hurts even more. When i came back to Cebu, i could not contain the sadness i am feeling. So i went to Bubble Bee to relax and unwind, because i had the toughest 2 days of my life.

 Bubble Bee Tea House has tje comfiest seats ever. They serve milk teas and other stuffs like finger foods and also slushed drinks.

 To kill time, we played scrabble, as it is one of our past times.

 Thats Taro milk tea and chocolate slush

 Coziest place yes?

Photos can really capture ones face. But the eyes never lies.

Its complicated and too revealing if i share all the details with you guys, but from this tragic story of mine. I can only say a few words. And i hope that you would listen to me.

Always forgive.

Out of anger we tend to say things we wish we did not, always take it back.

Never plant a grudge on any one.

Because one day in your life, these things will haunt you. If you let yourself and your anger, your pride get in the way. DO IT NOW. Before its too late.

Till then.